Hope, dangles on a string...

I feel your tears, so close and real..

2006-10-23T20:11:34Z

I'm so emotionally mixed right now.

I miss Katie already. She was over for a few days and she made me feel better about myself. We always have fun.

I miss Stephs/enkeli/PIC/my fiance/morningstar/my vamp/my cookie/muffin. My P.I.C. has had to start over with her life and we won't be able to talk for years. I won't forget about her though. I love her. S.J.E, I heart you. And I seriously miss you. Hopefully we'll see each other one day. <333

I love Tracey and Kimmie, but I talk to them all the time, it's impossible to not miss them, though. I love them.

And of course, I love Sophie. I have to put her in here. She's my wife and one day, my roommate. I'll save her from herself. My snow white queen.

I was recently harrassed by some guy on the internet. He knew that I had a wife *points to Sophie* and he started harrassing me about wanting to see me without clothes, seeing her, us kissing, and it didn't really bother me, except when he said things about her, when he didn't know her. I never even told him her name and he called her a slut and said he was going to kill her. That actually pissed me off.

I hate my school. I hate my town. I hate America. I hate the people in my town and in my school. Nuff said about that.

I decided not to go to school today, because I didn't feel like it. *shrugs*

And, I hate Caitlin and Eryn. I hate their stupid friend Amie. I like Kera a bit now. And I like Charley. And Rachael. And Sarah. All sweeties.

-Leesh

My life is a fucking soap opera.

2006-09-26T00:49:58Z

Life is really starting to suck nowadays. I wrote before about how I was friends with Diana and Rachel? Hah. Diana, at this moment, is ignoring me for an online friend. Can you understand that? I fucking can't. It pisses me off. Her online friend hates me beyond belief. Which really isn't hard to do. I find it funny though, her friend and I used to be friends when I didn't like Sophie, but then, when I was loving Sophie (wife not that one that Stephie hates), she hated me. I mean, god, I really didn't do anything. She just said she hates hearing people bitch. Diana is the Queen of Bitching. I swear. She bitches about EVERYTHING. Every-fucking-thing. But then, she doesn't care about what you say, she just compares it to her life. I tried to tell her that I was depressed, and I got a 'why?' 'Why' does not help. That makes me worse. I DO NOT want to go into why I'm the way I am. I simply want some love and compassion, and help. That's all. Why can't anyone understand that? Is that so fucking hard to understand?! Ugh! No one gets that I'm a cold, lonely girl that hates herself and wants to die. All they see is a 'living dead' girl who wears black and rarely ever talks. I'm more than that. I have a personality you know. I have feelings. Can't you respect that shit?

Well, that was one thing. The next thing is Mikko, my mother, and Ville. (Yes, I know a person named Ville. Doesn't mean I know Ville Valo, though I have met him. And just because I've met HIM and I'm Finnish, does NOT mean I know them all like they're in my family, so stop asking so many damn questions about them!) Mikko is like a brother, only he's my ex. He cares waaay too much about me. But, in a creepy way. Like, he found out that I was cutting. So, he yelled at me and then..hugged me... Strange. Then I said that I felt like cutting and started scratching my wrists. He punched me across the face, causing me to fall down, face flat on the floor, my nose was nearly broken. It hurt very badly, but you should have seen his face. Tears were coming out of his eyes so quickly and he was apologizing like a mad man. It made me feel so bad that three seconds before, I was planning to choke him.

Now my mother.

She thinks she can control my life by every aspect of it. She's going to move me to North Carolina so Sophie, Kimmie, Stephanie, Rachael, Sarah, Diana, Katie, and Mikko have no way of getting to me. She's going to take my cell phone away, ship me off to a private school-thing, take away my laptop, and I'm not allowed to leave her until I'm about 20 anyway. It's some kinda law that the judge or whatever sentenced me a long time ago. Blah. I'm too much trouble.

Ville, I love you, but you're annoying. Lol. Kidding. You're awesome but stop asking who Sophie is, first learn how to say her name correctly and THEN listen to me when I talk, sweetheart. That might help.

America.

2006-09-17T15:23:41Z

Time for my semi-daily update that I actually will write myself.

Okay, so my parents decided it would be a better idea if they took me back to America so I didn't make more trouble in Helsinki. Razzy, Skyler, and Mikko came with me. So, there was a party with a bunch of pot heads and crack whores, people from a cult, skateboarders, jocks, and sluts. Pretty much the entire time I just talked to Sophie on the phone. Cause, she's much more entertaining then the others. Even though we kept talking at the same time and then apologizing and forgettting what we said. Then both of our phones got messed up after we spoke to each other for three hours. So, I dressed up in leather and painted my face like Eric Draven from The Crow, and went outside with a toy gun and chased everyone around and scared the shit out of everyone except Mikko, he knew it was me. Then Razzy came out crying because she wanted me to go to bed with her. She actually is like, in love with Brandon Lee/Eric Draven so I didn't frighten her. That's basically it. I'm expecting Katie and Kimmie to call me, and Diana won't pick up her damn phone. And I can't call Sophie cuz her phone is fucked up. And, I don't think it's a great idea to call Stephs a.k.a my sexy muffin a.k.a my fiance whom I love dearly.

R.I.P Brandon Lee.

Feel better, Sophie.

Good luck at your jobs, Steph, Sophie, and Kimmie. And, I shall go to my interview now. This'll be wonder-fucking-ful.

An Update On My Pathetic Life.

2006-09-09T00:25:54Z

Basically, my life's been good and bad. I've started talking to Kimmie again and I'm friends with Rachel and Diana now. So like, now I get along with almost everyone. Just like, excluding two people. But hey, that's okay cuz I don't like them anyways. I still have my wife Sophie and my fiance, whom I'm just going to call Hunni Bunni. Cause that's what I call her anyways. My site is still running and I have lots of members. So, I'm happy about all of that.

But for all of you who are actually reading this and somewhere in their thick minds think that Finland/Helsinki/Where I live is a good place, well it is, but not a lot of the people are. Don't get me wrong, there are a lot of kultas (sweethearts) here but assholes as well. But there are those everywhere, I suppose. Just, don't go out with anyone because they seem like a sweetheart. I've learned that. And, people here are quick to turn against you. Like the ass I live with, Mikko. And my boyfriend. Both against me and hate me oh so much. And, my parents are angry with me for 'choosing a boyfriend who hits me'...how the hell was I supposed to know he would turn abusive?!

Ask me.

2006-08-24T02:13:49Z

Ask me 1 question for each of the following:

1. Friends
2. Sex
3. Music
4. Drugs
5. Love
6. Livejournal

No matter how rude, sexual, or confidential.
Then post this in your journal and see what questions you get asked!

Some quiz I took.

2006-07-26T01:39:03Z

You Are 68% Brutally Honest

Most of the time, you tell it like it is. Even if it's hard for people to hear.
Sometimes you hold back though, because you never want your honesty to be hurtful.

How Brutally Honest Are You?

I'm sarcastic.

2006-07-22T13:32:41Z

You're Totally Sarcastic

You sarcastic? Never! You're as sweet as a baby bunny.
Seriously, though, you have a sharp tongue - and you aren't afraid to use it.
And if people are too wimpy to deal with your attitutde, then too bad. So sad.

How Sarcastic Are You?

That's right, I am sarcastic.

I wanna fucking tear you apart...

2006-07-21T13:27:10Z

I'm back home, but my mother and father are pissed off at me and decided it would be better for me to go to Finland and stay there for the rest of my life. They think I don't want to, but I'd much rather be in Helsinki, Finland then stay in America. So, on July 31st, I will be Finnish and not American. I'm bringing my laptop and cellphone, so I'll still be on and I have to go back to school. At least Rachel won't be there. Neither will Lindsey, who was arrested for aiding us. Mikko and I, nothing happened to us. We got hugged by Mikko's parents and my little sisters. We got screamed at by my parents who took my cell phone away to look at the contacts and text messages and voicemail. Of course, they were really mad when they found out I was texting a person I met online. Though, I don't care. They erased her messages and her number, which doesn't make much sense since I can just get it again anyway.

Be obscene.

2006-07-19T11:12:47Z

(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

✓ I miss somebody right now.	✓ I don't watch much TV these days.	× I own lots of books. (Ha ha. No.)
✓ I wear glasses or contact lenses. (Contact Lenses.)	× I love to play video games. (Not really.)	× I've tried marijuana. (Nope.)
× I've watched porn movies. (No and I don't plan on it.)	× I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. (Nope.)	✓ I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
✓ I curse sometimes.	✓ I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.	× I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. (Not really.)

* * * * *

✓ I have broken someone's bones. (Ooh.. My boyfriend Mikko's wrist.)	✓ I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.	× I hate the rain. (I love the rain..)
✓ I'm paranoid at times.	× I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. (No.)	× I need/want money right now. (Not that much.)
× I love sushi. (Eww. I hate sushi.)	✓ I talk really, really fast. (When I'm excited.)	✓ I have fresh breath in the morning. (Sometimes.)
✓ I have long hair. (Long, dark hair.)	× I have lost money in Las Vegas. (I'm not old enough.)	✓ I have at least one sibling. (I have two.)
✓ I was born in a country outside of the U.S. (Finland.)	× I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. (Nope..)	× I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. (I don't need Caller I.D. I just call them back.)
✓ I like the way that I look. (I love my style.)	✓ I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months. (Yes and now we hate each other.)	× I am usually pessimistic. (No.)
✓ I have a lot of mood swings. (Hell yes.)	× I think prostitution should be legalized. (No.)	× I slept with a roommate. (Depends what you mean. I slept with a roommate or had sex with one.)
✓ I have a hidden talent. (Yeah, I do.)	✓ I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. (Yeah, I feel like I have ADD.)	✓ I have a lot of friends. (Yes, I do.)
✓ I have pecked someone of the same sex. (Yes, that doesn't matter much though.)	× I enjoy talking on the phone. (I hate talking on the phone.)	× I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. (Not really.)
× I love to shop and/or window shop. (I could live without shopping.)	× I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal. (No, I like my site.)	✓ I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. (She's a bit of a loser.)
✓ I have a mobile phone.	× I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. (No, I have to take care of Mikko, my boyfriend.)	✓ I've rejected someone before. (A lot of dirtbags.)
✓ I currently like/love someone. (I love my boyfriend.)	✓ I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.	✓ I want to have children in the future. (Not a lot of them, though.)
✓ I have changed a diaper before. (My sisters.)	× I've called the cops on a friend before. (No. I'm usually with them, doing bad things.)	× I'm not allergic to anything. (I'm allergic to sausage and hot dogs.)
✓ I have a lot to learn. (I guess. I'm not that smart.)	× I am shy around the opposite sex. (No way.)	× I'm online 24/7, even as an away message. (Not really.)
× I have at least 5 away messages saved. (No, I have 2.)	✓ I have tried alcohol or drugs before. (I've tried alcohol before. Never drugs.)	× I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past. (I'm no whore.)
× I own the "South Park" movie. (No.)	× I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal. (No, I avoid things to talk to my P.I..C. and other friends.)	× I enjoy some country music. (I hate country.)
✓ I would die for my best friends. (Most of them. Some of them can just rot in hell.)	✓ I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist. (Sadly.)	× I have used my sexuality to advance my career. (No.)
× I think Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. (I like Halloween, but not for that reason.)	× I have dated a close friend's ex. (No.)	✓ I am happy at this moment. (Ehh, kinda.)
× I'm obsessed with guys. (Not at all.)	× Democrat. (I don't know.)	× Republican. (What about...undecided?)
✓ I don't even know what I am. (I think I know what you mean. I'm a vampire, I think.)	× I am punk rockish. (No. I'm considered a goth.)	✓ I go for older guys/girls, not younger. (Not exactly.)
× I study for tests most of the time. (I neverstudy.)	× I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met. (Erm...no..)	× I can work on a car. (Definetly not.)
× I love my job(s). (Kinda. I'm allowed to play music there. I put on Daniel Lioneye and HIM most of the time.)	× I am comfortable with who I am right now. (Half and half.)	✓ I have more than just my ears pierced. (Lip, ears, nose, eyebrow.)
× I walk barefoot wherever I can. (No.)	✓ I have jumped off a bridge. (With my best friend Katie.)	× I love sea turtles. (Not really.)
× I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup. (Only eyeliner.)	× I plan on achieving a major goal/dream. (No.)	✓ I am proficient on a musical instrument. (Drums and guitar.)
✓ I hate office jobs. (Yes I do.)	× I went to college out of state. (Ha ha no.)	× I am adopted. (I think so.)
× I am a pyro. (I like fire....)	× I have thrown up from crying too much. (I don't cry much.)	✓ I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved. (Who hasn't?)
✓ I fall for the worst people. (Sometimes.)	× I adore bright colours. (I like dark colors.)	× I usually like covers better than originals. (Depends on who does them.)
× I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays. (Who really cares?)	✓ I can pick up things with my toes. (Yes I can.)	× I can't whistle. (I can whistle.)
✓ I have ridden/owned a horse. (I rode one.)	× I still have every journal I've ever written in. (I lost all of them.)	✓ I talk in my sleep. (Mikko says I talk in Finnish in my sleep.)
× I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century. (No.)	× I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. (I listen to music.)	× I wear a toe ring. (No.)
✓ I have a tattoo. (A heartagram tatto.)	✓ I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with. (I have an annoying prep at my job.)	✓ I am a caffeine junkie. (I love coffee!)
× I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all. (I'm no hippie.)	× If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder. (Rachel, then Kera.....thinks ot the possibilties)	× I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better. (Nah.)
× I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner. (I'm not old enough.)	× I'm an artist. (Ha!)	× I am ambidextrous. (Erm...I don't think so...)
× I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed. (I can't. I have a stuffed dog my sis gave me before I left. And my idiot boyfriend.)	× If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony. (Uhh...I'm not going into my personal life.)	× I have terrible teeth. (Mine are white.)
× I hate my toes. (Does it really matter?)	× I did this meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me. (No.)	× I have more friends on the internet than in real life. (I have nearly the same amount. A lot.)
✓ I have lived in either three different states or countries. (New York, California, Romania, Finland, New Jersey, Texas....)	× I am extremely flexible. (Ha ha..no..)	× I love hugs more than kisses. (I like kisses more.)
× I want to own my own business. (Nope.)	× I smoke. (Not at all.)	✓ I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else. (I pretty much have no life. I go to my friend's houses too though.)
✓ Nobody has ever said I'm normal. (Everyone calls me crazy.)	× Sad movies, games, and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then. (Nope.)	✓ I am proficient in the use of many types of firearms and combat weapons. (I can shoot a gun and kill people.)
× I like the way women look in stylized men's suits. (Not really.)	× I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me. (Depends on who it is.)	× I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds. (Hell no.)
× I have played strip poker with someone else before. (With Mikko and a few of my close friends.)	× I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help. (If Steph, Kimmie, Soph, Emmie, K-T, and Lindsey are professionals...then...yes..)	× I believe in ghosts and the paranormal. (I wish I could.)
✓ I can't stand being alone. (It frightens me.)	✓ I have at least one obsession at any given time. (All the time.)	× I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again. (No.)
× I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment. (Nope.)	× I'm a judgmental asshole. (Ha ha.)	× I'm a HUGE drama-queen. (I'm no prep.)
✓ I have travelled on more than one continent. (Yeah.)	✓ I sometimes wish my father would just disappear. (All the time.)	× I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am. (I can figure it out myself.)
× I am a Libertarian. (I don't think so.)	✓ I can speak more than one language. (Finnish, English, and some Romanian.)	× I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be. (No, it has to be quiet.)
× I would rather read than watch TV. (I like both.)	× I like reading fact more than fiction. (No.)	✓ I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do. (Yeah I have.)
× I have no piercings. (I have a lot.)	× I have spent the night in a train station or other public place. (No.)	× I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried. (Not at all.)
× I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night. (No. Because I usually spend Christmas with friends.)	✓ There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it. (I didn't cry though.)	✓ I like most animals better than most people. (They don't talk.)
× I own a collection of retro games consoles. (No.)	× The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver. (I like walking.)	× I have hit someone with a dead fish. (Yeah, my friend Jessie.)
× I am compulsively honest. (I lie a lot.)	× I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired. (Nope.)	× I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers. (Never.)
× I have gone from wishing I was a girl to revelling in being a boy to feeling like a girl again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex. (Huh? I'm a girl.)	✓ I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders. (Yes. Go me.)	✓ I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to. (Not because I forget. Because I don't want to.)
× I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on. (Not really.)	× I dislike milk. (It's okay.)	× I obsessively wash my hands. (Never.)
✓ I always carry something significant around with me. (I carry my cell with me.)	× Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair. (Nah.)	× I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others. (Not really. I care about myself and people CLOSE to me.)
× Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother. (Ha! I hate her.)	× I hand wrote all the HTML tags in this document. (Nope.)	✓ I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird.
✓ I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time. (Maybe I have. cough* I am a vampire.)*	✓ Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed. (Some times.)	× I participate/have participated in auto drag races and won.
✓ I do not 'get' most comedy acts. (I'm blonde.)	× I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing. (I do.)	× I don't like to chew gum. (I <3 gum.)
× I am obsessed with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it. (Erm..No.)	× I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car. (I can't drive yet. Leave it to Mikko and Lindsey.)	× I had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years. (I have it now.)
✓ I wish people would be more empathic and honest with each other. (Yes. Especially Rachel.)	× I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly. (I'm no nerd.)	× I love to sing. (I suck at singing.)
× I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up. (Never.)	× I have a custom-built computer. (Uhh..no.)	× I want to create a certain someone's babies, even though there's a 0% possiblity of ever achieving it. (I have Mikko.)
× I would be in a relationship with one of my pets if they were human. (Ugh no.)	× I've gone skinny-dipping. (Yes as a dare and someone kept begging me.)	× I've performed in three plays. (Nope.)
× I enjoy burritos. (Not at all.)	× I'm Irish and loving it. (I'm Finnish and loving it.)	× I have a thing for redheads. (Black hair, long hair, dread locks. That's my thing.)
✓ I am a twin! (Ya! Kimmie's my twin.)	× Most of the times, I'd rather do something intellectual instead of doing something generically 'fun'. (Nah.)	× Once I set out to finish something, I always stay at it until it is completed before I move on to something else. (I have ADD I think.)
✓ I wish there were a way to erase past mistakes. (Yes, all the time.)	× I sleep more than 12 hours a day. (I wish.)	✓ I wish I could be prouder of what I've accomplished, but it's never enough. (I'm horrible.)
× I need more time to myself. (Yeah. I'm always around other people.)	× I wish I was more open-minded. (No.)	× I hope that I go really prematurely grey. (No. I like my hair.)
× I download songs from the internet. (He he...yes...)	× I've just reenacted chapter 58 of Death Note with my best friend. (Nope.)	✓ I say random things to freak people out. (Lol. All the time.)
× I'm still a little mad about the ending of Death Note. (What is that?!)	✓ I love playing Truth or Dare. (Gives me a chance to annoy people.)	× I love listening to slow music, but I hate singing to it. (No, I hate singing to it and listening to it. Unless it's my fave band.)
× Music helps me remember that I am not alone. (Some times.)	× Playing my favorite sport makes me temporarily forget my problems. (No.)	✓ I think this survey is particularly long. (Hell yeah.)
× I prefer my LJ friends to my real-life ones. (I prefer Steph to my real ones. Also Soph.)	× I can only hate someone that I love. (I hate Rachel, I don't love her.)	× I've ordered an extra two shots of espresso to an Americano at Starbucks. (Ha, no.)

God I love Rob Zombie...

2006-07-18T18:10:30Z

I got home from work today and Rachel had, as I thought she would, toucehd Mikko. He's still sick, and she had hit him a few times. She cut his arm up with a knife. She's a sick person, I swear. Well, my slutty friend Lindsey got her arrested and hopefully we'll never see that stupid whore ever again. Mikko was scared the entire time, so I had to stay with him. I felt so bad for him.

He seems fine at this point. We're watching Devil's Rejects and he's very content and he says he's feeling better. And I'm glad.

Well, back to writing with my darling, Sophie and my love, Kimmie. And of course, I have to talk to the deranged, psych- I mean the beautiful, wonderful, loving Queen Of Finland, the mother of CKY, my cookie, my P.I.C., my darling, my sexy star, and her name is Stephie. I can call her whatever I want. Ha ha.

La la la la....

2006-07-18T12:21:02Z

Last night I had to put up with Rachel's bullshit again. She came storming in after texting me, saying I should burn in hell because I'm a dumb cunt that fucks Mikko all the time and that I don't deserve life. Really, I could do better than that and that in my opinion (and in Katie's and my P.I.C's opinion also) it wasn't really an insult. Anyway, she came in and yelled for awhile, while I'm sitting with my really sick boyfriend. Sick as in ill. (Mikko's anorexic and last night he started throwing up blood and he had a fever, so I was trying to take care of him.) Afterwards, she punched Mikko for no reason at all and I got up, slammed her against the wall and punched her a few times, the way she punched Mikko. I swear, if I had a knife at that time...I'd be serving at the Juvenile Detention Center right now. I got rid of her after that, though.
Besides that, I didn't sleep at because two people texted me the ENTIRE night. My P.I.C. stopped at 1 in the morning, and Katie, my best friend, stopped at 5 in the morning. I woke up at 7:30.

This morning I have to go to work for a few hours (I work at a diner, I'm not that old.) and then I have to come home and take care of Mikko, who'll more than likely be sick. I also have to talk to my P.I.C. (which doesn't spell picture, it spells Partner In Crime. *point to x_enkeli_x* she's my cookie, my star, my P.I.C., and my International HIM spy.) I also have to write with my beloved friend Sophie, we're going to write a vampire story and I'll probably put it in this site somewhere. And my Linde/Ville story with my love Kimmie, I'll put it here too. Probably in the Ville/Linde section. Which is Chelsea's community (I think so anyway.)

I'm not as bored as before, not like any of you care.

2006-07-18T01:36:31Z

I'm writing a story with my darling Kimmie, gosh I love her. But, I'm supposed to love 'Queen of Finland, mother of CKY'/my cookie/partner in crime even more. *sigh* x_enkeli_x just demands too much. I'm joking, I gotta love her.

Well, I have to go to work tomorrow with my bitchy, sick boyfriend Mikko. He looks a lot like Linde Lindstrom/Daniel Lioneye/Lily Lazer of HIM, the guitarist. Which isn't all that bad cause Lioneye is sexy in my opinion. Then I'm going home to talk to The Queen Of Finland more. And write my Linde/Ville slash story with Kimmie, my love muffin.

So bored....ugh...

2006-07-17T19:23:05Z

I'm so bored. I'm talking to my friend on MSN, actually a few friends. Kimmie, Stephs, and Nanners. All nicknamed. I'm finishing up my new site. And now I have a stalker named Rachel. She's stalking me and keeps calling me for no reason at all, just to hang up on me. It's a bit frightening. She's such a loser. Ha.

The 69 eyes

2006-05-07T00:02:14Z

I love this band.